Continuation of Depression


I’m still here. I kind of got carried away on the second to last blog I made. However, there are still unsolved answers that I really need to know. Now, last night, I stached 4 cupcakes in a box and put them in my backpack. At around 12:30 am, when everyone was sound asleep, I snuck out, and I placed them in the edge of the forest in the backyard. I also took the trash, cut it with a knife, and I started taking stuff out of the bag and tossed the chicken fingers, rice, brocolli, and fries that nobody finished into the forest as well. Don’t worry, the trash isn’t stinky, it’s completely clean. It only had the leftover dinner and some of my brother’s lunch. I made sure I grabbed a new trash bag to put it in afterwards. I think I may be going too far with this, however, I still need to know what kinds of animals are taking this food. I told my grandma all about my depression, and when I told her about the cupcake thing that I am experimenting with, she told me that she had a raccoon one time and she she it grab a piece of food that she dropped on the porch. Usually they just take and run. They don’t stop to eat, because they do it in their living place. Raccoon carry rabies, so that’s one other reason why it’s not so great to randomly place food out for them. I did see some deer on my way home but I couldn’t suppose that they ate the cupcakes. Who knows, but I do know this, this feeding activity seems to only happen at night, because every morning, I see at least 2 of the 4 cupcakes gone. Sometimes, all 4 of them are gone, I guess it depends on how many of these animals take them. One interesting thing I would like to point out is this, 3 days ago I placed a cupcake on a tree branch, and it was still there this morning. I think it’s just going to rot away. I don’t think a deer is eating these cupcakes, otherwise it would have bitten into that one, since its head is higher than that branch. It may have been just be a pest animal that we don’t need. That’s my best guess. Once I know that, I’ll discontinue this.

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About jhirzel88

I am majoring in college to be a computer programmer. My favorite food is Buffalo wings. My hobbies include bike riding, listening to the radio, and watching YouTube videos. I used to play piano and guitar. I got my first internet working computer (which is this laptop right here), in Novemeber, 2008. I hope to achieve the use of this blog in the best possible way I can. By the way, my favorite animal is the Amazon Parrot and I really want to get one in a few years down the road. Edit: I decided that I'm definitely getting a Raven as a pet, that is, after I finish college.
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4 Responses to Continuation of Depression

  1. It could be a raccoon, a squirrel, a skunk. I hope you will overcome the depression soon. It is not a pleasant feeling. I was depressed once for a week when my ex-girlfriend dump me so many years ago….now I could laugh and say, ” I’m glad it ended.” I met my wife and have an adorable son because of that incident. Have a great day my friend. best wishes to your family. Thanks for visiting both my new and old post…hope you enjoyed the journey.

  2. eof737 says:

    Sending prayers and goodwill wishes for you to help overcome the sad feelings… Don’t forget that there is help and hope everywhere…;-)

  3. If it makes you feel any better, I channeled my depression by forsaking my sanity to watch 143 movies about love in 143 days. I figured instead of blaming him, I could blame society and movies. Haha, it’s worth a shot. I still hate everything. Good luck to you!

    • jhirzel88 says:

      Are you serious! Wow! I would never think of that. Anything that can get my mind set on bigger and brighter things can help. Love is a complicated thing, but to know how to love someone is sure better than thinking of anything else. I’ll try that sometime.

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